Unabashed Bliss

Please tell me I’m not the only one…  It seems no matter what…even when I was a Pac 10 collegiate athlete I still wasn’t happy with my body.  I now look back to that and wonder what I was so worried about - God what I would give to have that body back…  After graduating I ended up in a high stress desk job and you can imagine what happened with that - stress, not eating most of the day and then making up for it a little too much at night, and no exercise… it caught up to me in too many negative ways.  So here we are - our wedding is eight months away.  Do I have enough desire and self-discipline to make my ultimate goal?   I have had this “self criticizing” demon following me my whole life.   I’ll be honest…one of the biggest fears I have is come my wedding day instead of enjoying the happiest day of my life marrying my best friend… I’ll be worried about looking chubby…  God! Why do we let ourselves get so caught up in that?

So what am I going to do about all this?  Well - first I’m going to actually use my gym membership.  I looked at the class schedule and I’m going to start our with taking 3 yoga classes a week.  I’m going to set this goal for 4 weeks - then I want to add in another regimen. Second, we got a Magic Bullet for Christmas!  It’s super awesome for making healthy food - quick and easy! And third - we have set to do the Sound to Narrows June 12th.  Already some of my friends and family are planning on joining me!!! Healthy, Heidi is back on track!